I’m giving up sugar ((((

this pains me.

I love the white stuff!!!

but I need to break my love affair.  I’m going to stop with all obvious sugars – sodas, sweets, breads/baked goods.

Eventually I’ll even look for sugar in other products…eventually.

I feel like crap when I eat lots of sugar, then I crave more, then I feel crappier.

In other news – the baby’s dad is talking about the big CS words, CHILD SUPPORT and…PAYING IT!!! omg…Jesus himself must have come down and kicked the crap outta him.  We’ll see if this money actually happens.  He even said he’d help pay for her birthday party, even though he’s NOT invited.

we’ll see…..only time will tell.  Its been 7 months since i’ve heard from him and 8 months since he’s seen the baby.